Mon, September 12th.
My alarm is this light that just shines at my bed and its set for about 5:30 AM. It went off this morning and I was super confused, I was having another intense dream. Upon waking up, I looked out the window and saw the full moon gazing directly back at me. Something about waking with the darkness is quite peaceful. Regardless of all that shit, I got out of bed and played this song. I've been listening to Nujabes radio and this was one of the songs in that mix. It's pretty good lol. That's about it.
There are so many things I need to get done to prepare for moving but because I'm unsure of when that actually is (Thanks again OnTrac you piece of shit) I've been forced to slow down. Because of that slow down, I'm not studying Japanese anymore, I'm not doing garage sales, my room is still packed, and I'm not cutting back on kratom. This is supposed to be the time when I start cutting back on things to prepare for the move and I'm so lost in knowing where my process is that I just locked up.
The school said today is the day where they'll reapply me for a new COE if the Embassy doesn't get back, and I'm just wishing someone would act quickly for me. This bureaucracy is fucking bullshit lol. Let's just make some anarchist moves and get me a working COE! Is this all really so hard?
Some good news that comes out of the slow process of moving is I get to enjoy my family a bit longer and work on a few more Kaba projects before the big change. Yesterday was dedicated to nonsense and bullshit lol, I didn't do jack shit. Today I'll make some moves with artwork, just really in a mood because of this COE thing.
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