Sun, July 3rd.
Early morning jazz because I fell asleep at 7:00 pm last night. I'm kind of in a funk so I have no feeling towards music... UNTIL I LISTENED TO THIS ALBUM! Crazy to think this was all done by just one guy. I'm always glad to find new music.
I fell asleep at 7:00 pm last night because I'm supposed to get this school paper done. It was due last night at midnight and I was thinking about it... screw rushing a paper to get it done. I really like the topic and I want to take my time on it. (I had no idea a paper was due yesterday until like 4:00 pm). Turning it in late acts as a 20% grade reduction on the assignment but if this is the only assigment I muck up on, I should be okay. I'll write it on tuesday-wednesday as they're my days off.
The goal today is looking at all the paintings I've done over the years, taking one of the larger ones, and redoing it. I'd like to paint something on a large canvas and I don't want to spend $100+ on a canvas. One of the perks on not selling your art early in your career is you get to refine your look before you become popular.
I'd also like to post a Reel on Instagram today, perhaps something with Takuma. I'll have to get some clips of him and work on that. I never know what kind of music to use for Reels so I'm always using Aphex Twin lol.
Yesterday like I mentioned was kind of pathetic. I fell asleep so early because of the funk I put myself in. I ate a whole bag of mini corndogs and then felt sick, realized I needed to get the paper done, and said "okay I'll have a diet coke to prepare myself for writing"... I drank that soda and then just got mopey. Sometimes caffeine flips me upside down, even in small amounts like a diet coke.
I'm planning on today being better however, I'll work for a while and then try to find myself. Which shouldn't be difficult if I take care of myself... I have this problem where I eat like a glutton and then watch Youtube where I see these people I look up to and they're just winning at life. The problem comes when I feel so sick and dumb that I just feel sorry for myself, wishing I was in their shoes, knowing full well I'm carving my own path. I really enjoy Youtube. It's probably my favorite thing in terms of the internet. I listen to music on there, watch videos, and create my own stuff. I've got a personal channel that I upload on but y'all will never find it. It's my goal to have Kaba just be it's own thing.
Anyways, as I wrote this I stopped the earlier music and switched to The Poolrooms music. I love it too much.
Oh yeah, I also had a strange dream where my partner and I went to visit our friend the yoga queen and her house was extremely haunted. I enjoyed the dream because it was exciting and new but it also scared the s**t out of me. I was throwing the partner and myself out of the way of all this falling debris. The ghosts were really trying to smack us up.
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